Fear and loathing in the midst of the lock-down it was like finding a shinny nickle on the sidewalk – do you keep going or do you pick it up or do you ignore it – is it worth it? The daily grind burned into your existence becomes not a grind but a grinding halt – life itself is CANCELLED. Then you realize that your thoughts and beliefs were just a prequel and it didn’t matter who was leading the charge because there are no more leaders only the unwilling –